~love~

Love comforteth like sunshine after rain.

~An Entrapment~

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.

dis is me!!!!!!!!

im not stupid
i can be independent person who did not relying to others
y people dun wanna try to understand me????
do u think dat i am very weak???
plss treat me equally like u treat other people.....
becoz i juz same like others..
i can think wateva u can think n i can do wateva u can do...
n myb i can do better..
juz dis is me..d more u noe me d more u will understand me...
im not perfect at all and it goes same wif u guys..
u r not perfect at all 2..
is it my fault becoz i dunno how to scold people???
is it my fault becoz i cant tell people how i feel???
is it my fault becoz i cant tell people how angry i am 2 u???
i juz dunno how...n i need u guys 2 guide me not to put d blame on me n judge me wrong...
y all of u do not treat me as ur good freind while i always on ur side???
plsss...i never need u guys to understand me becoz me only can understand myself but al least respect me as a person who has a feeling....i juz a normal person who can cry, laugh and wat i need is juz a smile from u called "freind"...

~atok~

atok....
satu2nye lelaki paling baek penah aku jumpe lepas abah aku
satu benda paling aku terkilan is aku x dpt jumpe atok wat kali terakhir sdgkan kalau kat aku cuti hampir tiap2 minggu aku jenguk atok ngn nenek..sedih sgt cume Tuhan yg tau..aku dpt jumpe atok 2 minggu sebelum die pergi..aku sempat tgk die mase die mule2 nk sakit..aku terkilan sbb x peluk die sebelum aku balik cni..mmg mcm2 dugaan aku dpt mase 2 bile aku balik kg tgk atok tp aku rase sume tu berbaloi sbb at least aku dpt tgk atok..aku anggap sume 2 dugaan aku..mase atok nk pergi mcm2 benda jd kat aku ngn kwn2 aku..sedih sgt n aku pon xpenah nk salahkan sesape sbb slh aku jugak cume kdg2 aku jd x paham ngn kwn2 aku..xpela sme pon dah berlalu n d most important aku tau atok slalu berbangga ngn adik bradik aku yg hampir sume bejaya masuk U...aku xpenah lupe muke atok n aku slalu ingt ape die ckp, ape die buat, lawak2 die n bile die masak utk cucu2 die...xkan ade atok mcm 2 lagi dlm dunia ni n myb abah pon lom tentu leh jd mcm atok..die yg jaga aku adik bradik mase ak g umrah n even smpai mak bersalinkan nina pon atok yg jaga makan minum kiteorg...x terbalas rase jase atok..skrg atok dah xde dah rase xde mood nk balik kg pon..raya kali ni pon mcm x bermakna je..nenek x same mcm atok..lagi2 pas atokxde ni family mak jd kelam kabut ckit..so semakin bosan nk balik sane...atok wat aku rase bangga jd cucu die.dowang ckp mase atok meninggal muke atok berseri2..xpenah dowang tgk muke atok mcm 2 sepanjang idup die..muke atok bersih padahal atok tu itam orangnye..muke die nampak mcm senyum je mase dikapankan..sume kesan2 tebuk mase kat hospital ilang mase mandikan.betapa besarnye kuasa Tuhan..atok mmg hamb ayg baek..slalu ngaji..even die x g terawih or semayang jemaah tp die taat.die wat terawih sndr sorg2..sume org yg dtg mase pengebumian atok puji atok n ade yg insaf..aku kagum jd cucu atok..I LOVE YOU ATOK...Al-Fatihah utk atok....

Bila rasaku ini Rasamu....

Aku mmg terlanjur mencintaimu,
dan xpernah ku sesali itu,
seluruh jiwa telah ku serahkan,
memegang janji setiaku,
ku mohon jgn jdkan semua ini,
alasan kau menyakitiku,
meskipun cintamu x hanya untukku,
tp cubalah sejenak mengerti....

bila rasaku ini rasamu,
sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya,
terkhianti cinta yang kau jaga,
coba....
bayangkan kembali,
betapa hancurnye hati ini kasih,
semua telah terjadi....

Aku mmg terlanjur mencintaimu....

orked...
canteknye..